wad should i do...

Its 2 am nw in d morning...cant slepp...too much thing to worry... nw i m chattng wif my cousin brother...
...my guai d galgal 2day at last go pull of her teeth...i woke up n saw d msg... so proud of her..
~2day is also my dad birthday...no 1 wish him i tink..so i gave him a hug n wish him...a very wen rou n close d feeling i had when we hug... he is a great dad after all although he use to scold n hit me when i m small..bt as i grew older nw..he talk 2 me on things i do wrong..i m nt reli a good son... i dissapointed him many time...haiz...

....after my ath my worrry start to come...my exam marks....and the stupid monday tution...
oni gt 77 mark 4 d math...alll becoz i knt draaw.....shit...shit...so angry n dissapointed in myslf...
bt wad to do...pass liao... pmr is in 3 weeks time... hope it come faster...
....just now i went to boulevard to c my galgal...she just pull of her tooth..so went to c her... erm..she wore green d shirt n black pants....we spoke n walk 4 a while..bt when she is abt 2 leave me she jiu kinda bu se te....haha....me oso mah....she nw ong ong lu...

sunday??d day i hate d most sumtime....nth 2 do n family oso no gud...haiye...
oh ya....my jie jie in class reli angry me n my budddy liao...omost 3 week we didnt spoke 2 each other liao...jia lat ar....hmphh.hope time cn solve everything...

wad should i do....i lose my confident...how cn i get it back??i doesnt feel d same anymore when i step in to sit 4 exam...i m v worry....n dat tution make me worst...4 hour sitting wif my enemy to study....my mum jiu she bu ming pai..
...2.15 liao...still worry up n down...shuan le...i oso duno how le...
nite nite....
..Happy Birthday dad...i love you...
n..galgal u 2day v guai o...bb sayang...muack....
love u too..

Chinese test...i am sorry..

Tomorrow is Friday..my galgal is having her chinese test... She has no confident wor... haiz.. i really dont know how to 'an wei' her.. I pu xiao xing maker her cry... so useless ar me... should be making her hapie bt now terbalik... luckily i still cn make her happy again...just receive her msg ..

....her fren ask her sc wor..... K lu..... i pray for her happiness and hope she pass with flying colours...eventhough i duno how to really help in chinese bt at least i can still make her hapie...

Gambateh o......if galgal pass...boyboy ta ing will make 99 frog 4 galggal....
SO must have confident .!!! boy boy nt giving galgal pressure ar....if knt oso gt boyboy sayang d o.... muacks......love you....

Out with galgal..

Yesterday was Sunday...v v v hapie.... i went out with my galgal to play badminton.. Mu mum n a cousin of mine and her two bro went together... I really enjoy being with her at the court there.. even it was just 45 minutes.. I hurt my finger ....n my galgal face jiu like so hurt...haha... she jiu hao liao... Bt nerh day went bad a nite.... I quarrel with tat shit... keep say my galgal nt gud n o tis n dat... i went reli angry n phone him....i scolded him.... then at nite i talk 2 my baobei in d phone... we sing lar...n i reli v hapie at dat momment.... nw she tution lu.... 2moro pei her go spring.... bt her last msg to me like no mud d...mayb busy gua... hope she hapie lu... i today no hao hao an wei ta oso v wrong liao...bt will d in future... promise....

k le...gt ting to do... muacks..love you galgal..

my mistake...

today really v lazy to write blog...bt still wan write... galgal nw in tution...n me at home... raining outside .... tis morning every1 in sch quiet quiet d..i sense that every1 treat me so cold...bt mayb is i quiet gua... reli duno ... bt i got a gud advce fr my fren y.kiat lor.. talk and hear less...trust yrslf...n b hapie... one ting..tis fren of mine oways have a more matured thinking than all of us.. in our group he is d most mature one...compare to me...ah hui n pei yung... Haiz...k liao lar... don wan to write...le... sorry to my gud fren n qing ai de...

Here the rumours and problem comes..

It has been two weeks ed after i started my relationship with my galgal..
Everything started from yesterday... We were watching tv half way and suddenly she msg me... Telling me her ex boyfren which is now the sch band major want to quit and going to recommend her as the major..in addition saying that once he quit , most of them will quit... I tink my galgal was scare she cant handle it now as we are sitting for pmr in less than a moth time.. We talked on the phone with each other for about two hours... To me her ex is kinda threatening her..but i really duno how to help....it seems that i gave her more problem instead of helping her when we are together.. All the idea and suggestion i gave doesnt seems to work...really duno how...seeing her like dat makes me xing tong too...

....just now when kh time...those ke poh fr 3b come again liao lu...wanted to ask me sumthing bt feel pai seh..and at last they ask jit phing to come and ask me.. he oso v pai seh n didnt ask...

just recieve galgal msg ...she just reach home...like dat i fang xin le..compare to yesterday...i was reli worry...

erm...later on i ask jit phing and i was not wrong after all.. they were trying to ask sumthing fr me abt my gal n me.. DAMN!thought they will go n fan my galgal...bt luckily they did not..if not i tink i will burst.... argh....i dont care so much liao... Just make sure she and me happy jiu hao le... its raining now...reli feel like going to sleep...

..sorry ar galgal.. gave u so many ma fan...

At last...

At last i got a reply..my heart fang xin liao...thought wad happen??haha..at least now no worry le..bye lu...find galgal liao..

no one answer...

Will a chinese class last so long mah?? reli an hour liao .....phone her but no answer...haiz... galgal ok mah??where galgal??? haiz...i get more worry now...

Waitng for galgal..

Today sch end a bit earlier than usual.. My gal went for Chinese class with some of my other friends.. IT was supposed to end at three...but now its already four.. It has been an hour already.. I sent 2 message over but still no reply... Wondering what is happening over there? I will have to go at 4.30 for pbk mock exam.. haiz... still no reply...

Just sent my 3rd message over..duno why i m quite worry here with a little bit of fear.. Fear that she angry or perhaps i did sumting wrong or what...?? ...still no reply from her...
shall i call??but i scare i might be a little bit 'fan' if i call... no...no...no... got to go... think i better call...v worry here...an hour past liao.......

A day wif my Qing Ai De...

31st August 2008 was indeed a great day for me... I woke up at 7.30 in the morning while my galgal woke up at 4 sumthing.. I got my self prepared and wait for my uncle to come and fetch me.. Well..i reached there at 8.05 if i am not mistaken.. When i reached..i straight away go look for her.. i rounded the whole stadium and at last found her.. we spoke for a moment and she have to go prepare liao..so i have to go... i went to find a good spot where i can see her .. At last i stand near a place where all the big shot are.. i didn't care much but just stand there and watch.. a Few moment later i saw them performing at the field there.. Saw my gal too bt she kind didn't notice me.. Maybe she have to look at the conductor gua.. Half of my heart was worry whether she will faint mah..she told me she nearly faint during the rehearser.. But i was proud of her..she finish the whole performance.. Once it finished i rushed to the back of the stage waiting for her... i saw her and my cousin.. Well we spoke for a moment.. My phi\one rang and i have to go.. when i was about to leave her face so 'bu se te'...haiz...i dont dare to look behind because i also 'hen bu se te' ar..

Later i went to kuching high to pick my cousin and then back to stampin and around 2 sumthing i went to the cinema to meet up with chien yong.. i spent 2 hours there while my galgal went to have some sleep as she have to go for dinner later..

When i was walking to sarawak plaza ..i received a msg ..my gal msg sound nt hapie at all.. i call her and she was not happy.. i did nt know why and at last its because of a comment.. i was about to reply her and i saw her in front of me.. she spoke a few word and turned her face away... my heart broke apart ..i miz her so much and hope to c her bt everything end up like this.. i ran to kuching high cyber but closed then ran back to parkson.. i finally saw the comment and i knew i was wrong... i reply her a comment... then i went to tun jugah for dinner..the food was delicious but my heart was not there to eat.. i ate two spoon only and then ran back to sarawak plaza.. I msg her and she came out...she saw me freezing and she was no longer angry ...we walked the whole sarawak plaza...i accompany her to every shop.. Sumthing happen in the bookshop...guess she wont forget...and so do i... after that i went to kfc.. take away two 'x-meal' and we darnk the float... She saw my dad..i told dad that i wan to go see my friend a while...i went up again and c her wif others... ( sumthing i reli have to go.. once again i saw her ' bu se te' d face... i also v miz her and bu se te to leave.. How i wish the nite wont die...love her so much..