wad should i do...

Its 2 am nw in d morning...cant slepp...too much thing to worry... nw i m chattng wif my cousin brother...
...my guai d galgal 2day at last go pull of her teeth...i woke up n saw d msg... so proud of her..
~2day is also my dad birthday...no 1 wish him i tink..so i gave him a hug n wish him...a very wen rou n close d feeling i had when we hug... he is a great dad after all although he use to scold n hit me when i m small..bt as i grew older nw..he talk 2 me on things i do wrong..i m nt reli a good son... i dissapointed him many time...haiz...

....after my ath my worrry start to come...my exam marks....and the stupid monday tution...
oni gt 77 mark 4 d math...alll becoz i knt draaw.....shit...shit...so angry n dissapointed in myslf...
bt wad to do...pass liao... pmr is in 3 weeks time... hope it come faster...
....just now i went to boulevard to c my galgal...she just pull of her tooth..so went to c her... erm..she wore green d shirt n black pants....we spoke n walk 4 a while..bt when she is abt 2 leave me she jiu kinda bu se te....haha....me oso mah....she nw ong ong lu...

sunday??d day i hate d most sumtime....nth 2 do n family oso no gud...haiye...
oh ya....my jie jie in class reli angry me n my budddy liao...omost 3 week we didnt spoke 2 each other liao...jia lat ar....hmphh.hope time cn solve everything...

wad should i do....i lose my confident...how cn i get it back??i doesnt feel d same anymore when i step in to sit 4 exam...i m v worry....n dat tution make me worst...4 hour sitting wif my enemy to study....my mum jiu she bu ming pai..
...2.15 liao...still worry up n down...shuan le...i oso duno how le...
nite nite....
..Happy Birthday dad...i love you...
n..galgal u 2day v guai o...bb sayang...muack....
love u too..

Chinese test...i am sorry..

Tomorrow is Friday..my galgal is having her chinese test... She has no confident wor... haiz.. i really dont know how to 'an wei' her.. I pu xiao xing maker her cry... so useless ar me... should be making her hapie bt now terbalik... luckily i still cn make her happy again...just receive her msg ..

....her fren ask her sc wor..... K lu..... i pray for her happiness and hope she pass with flying colours...eventhough i duno how to really help in chinese bt at least i can still make her hapie...

Gambateh o......if galgal pass...boyboy ta ing will make 99 frog 4 galggal....
SO must have confident .!!! boy boy nt giving galgal pressure ar....if knt oso gt boyboy sayang d o.... muacks......love you....

Out with galgal..

Yesterday was Sunday...v v v hapie.... i went out with my galgal to play badminton.. Mu mum n a cousin of mine and her two bro went together... I really enjoy being with her at the court there.. even it was just 45 minutes.. I hurt my finger ....n my galgal face jiu like so hurt...haha... she jiu hao liao... Bt nerh day went bad a nite.... I quarrel with tat shit... keep say my galgal nt gud n o tis n dat... i went reli angry n phone him....i scolded him.... then at nite i talk 2 my baobei in d phone... we sing lar...n i reli v hapie at dat momment.... nw she tution lu.... 2moro pei her go spring.... bt her last msg to me like no mud d...mayb busy gua... hope she hapie lu... i today no hao hao an wei ta oso v wrong liao...bt will d in future... promise....

k le...gt ting to do... muacks..love you galgal..

my mistake...

today really v lazy to write blog...bt still wan write... galgal nw in tution...n me at home... raining outside .... tis morning every1 in sch quiet quiet d..i sense that every1 treat me so cold...bt mayb is i quiet gua... reli duno ... bt i got a gud advce fr my fren y.kiat lor.. talk and hear less...trust yrslf...n b hapie... one ting..tis fren of mine oways have a more matured thinking than all of us.. in our group he is d most mature one...compare to me...ah hui n pei yung... Haiz...k liao lar... don wan to write...le... sorry to my gud fren n qing ai de...

Here the rumours and problem comes..

It has been two weeks ed after i started my relationship with my galgal..
Everything started from yesterday... We were watching tv half way and suddenly she msg me... Telling me her ex boyfren which is now the sch band major want to quit and going to recommend her as the major..in addition saying that once he quit , most of them will quit... I tink my galgal was scare she cant handle it now as we are sitting for pmr in less than a moth time.. We talked on the phone with each other for about two hours... To me her ex is kinda threatening her..but i really duno how to help....it seems that i gave her more problem instead of helping her when we are together.. All the idea and suggestion i gave doesnt seems to work...really duno how...seeing her like dat makes me xing tong too...

....just now when kh time...those ke poh fr 3b come again liao lu...wanted to ask me sumthing bt feel pai seh..and at last they ask jit phing to come and ask me.. he oso v pai seh n didnt ask...

just recieve galgal msg ...she just reach home...like dat i fang xin le..compare to yesterday...i was reli worry...

erm...later on i ask jit phing and i was not wrong after all.. they were trying to ask sumthing fr me abt my gal n me.. DAMN!thought they will go n fan my galgal...bt luckily they did not..if not i tink i will burst.... argh....i dont care so much liao... Just make sure she and me happy jiu hao le... its raining now...reli feel like going to sleep...

..sorry ar galgal.. gave u so many ma fan...

At last...

At last i got a reply..my heart fang xin liao...thought wad happen??haha..at least now no worry le..bye lu...find galgal liao..

no one answer...

Will a chinese class last so long mah?? reli an hour liao .....phone her but no answer...haiz... galgal ok mah??where galgal??? haiz...i get more worry now...

Waitng for galgal..

Today sch end a bit earlier than usual.. My gal went for Chinese class with some of my other friends.. IT was supposed to end at three...but now its already four.. It has been an hour already.. I sent 2 message over but still no reply... Wondering what is happening over there? I will have to go at 4.30 for pbk mock exam.. haiz... still no reply...

Just sent my 3rd message over..duno why i m quite worry here with a little bit of fear.. Fear that she angry or perhaps i did sumting wrong or what...?? ...still no reply from her...
shall i call??but i scare i might be a little bit 'fan' if i call... no...no...no... got to go... think i better call...v worry here...an hour past liao.......

A day wif my Qing Ai De...

31st August 2008 was indeed a great day for me... I woke up at 7.30 in the morning while my galgal woke up at 4 sumthing.. I got my self prepared and wait for my uncle to come and fetch me.. Well..i reached there at 8.05 if i am not mistaken.. When i reached..i straight away go look for her.. i rounded the whole stadium and at last found her.. we spoke for a moment and she have to go prepare liao..so i have to go... i went to find a good spot where i can see her .. At last i stand near a place where all the big shot are.. i didn't care much but just stand there and watch.. a Few moment later i saw them performing at the field there.. Saw my gal too bt she kind didn't notice me.. Maybe she have to look at the conductor gua.. Half of my heart was worry whether she will faint mah..she told me she nearly faint during the rehearser.. But i was proud of her..she finish the whole performance.. Once it finished i rushed to the back of the stage waiting for her... i saw her and my cousin.. Well we spoke for a moment.. My phi\one rang and i have to go.. when i was about to leave her face so 'bu se te'...haiz...i dont dare to look behind because i also 'hen bu se te' ar..

Later i went to kuching high to pick my cousin and then back to stampin and around 2 sumthing i went to the cinema to meet up with chien yong.. i spent 2 hours there while my galgal went to have some sleep as she have to go for dinner later..

When i was walking to sarawak plaza ..i received a msg ..my gal msg sound nt hapie at all.. i call her and she was not happy.. i did nt know why and at last its because of a comment.. i was about to reply her and i saw her in front of me.. she spoke a few word and turned her face away... my heart broke apart ..i miz her so much and hope to c her bt everything end up like this.. i ran to kuching high cyber but closed then ran back to parkson.. i finally saw the comment and i knew i was wrong... i reply her a comment... then i went to tun jugah for dinner..the food was delicious but my heart was not there to eat.. i ate two spoon only and then ran back to sarawak plaza.. I msg her and she came out...she saw me freezing and she was no longer angry ...we walked the whole sarawak plaza...i accompany her to every shop.. Sumthing happen in the bookshop...guess she wont forget...and so do i... after that i went to kfc.. take away two 'x-meal' and we darnk the float... She saw my dad..i told dad that i wan to go see my friend a while...i went up again and c her wif others... ( sumthing i reli have to go.. once again i saw her ' bu se te' d face... i also v miz her and bu se te to leave.. How i wish the nite wont die...love her so much..

1st time angry

Just back from tuition..and my galgal still angry me... all thx to kay sing who send d msg lor.. argh.!!! bt now..she just no angry liao.... haiz....she weo tong liao... wei tong is v xing ku d ar... i taste it once myself... and now is her liao...hope its not wei tong le....

Why me AR??

Sweet..yesterday my English teacher out of sudden come and choose me..
Nice lor..i have to dig out every worksheet , comprehension she gave me from the beginning of the year till now.
what am i going to do??
also not sure whether they are still with me or not...
haiz....

I Love You...

hehe...bye bye le o...just found 4 galgal d...love ya...

Muackss...

Just took my bath and now message wif my galgal now...asking her where is she..
....just receive her message ...
em.... my galgal at home now... I told her i was writting blog now...and same time waiting for taxi to go for movie.. k le....galgal later c jiu msg boyboy o.... d pic 4 galgal d... muackss...

I love you so much...

now msg wif my galgal....nth much to say......just want to say i love you so much....

Evryone know it...but its good after all..

Went to school early this morning..saw my galgal there sitting doing sumting.. Wanted to went near her but Ashlem was there too..so didn't have chance.. but i went out to see the rainy morning alone.. Out of sudden she came out to talk to me.. Well..we have a few words with each other till i saw two boy from the next class staring us with their bags on.. so i turned the other way a round. Cause i don wan any bad rumors about my gal.. But i was rite when my gal sent me a sms saying her ex sent her message saying that his classmate saw us.. Duno why i felt so down after seeing the message... Before that i talked to cassandra at the corridor after my gal left for her band d thing.. She asked me about my gal n i.. so just chit chat lor.. Class for today was really bored till recess time. Creedon came and somehow wanted to ask the same thing but he was smarter .. he indirectly asked me.. not like others where they just come and ask.. I told him 'yeah..i like her and she's my gf'. he gave a smile and congrats me.. The 2nd person to ask was Crystal , my pet sister.. She is more direct and i gave the same answer... Later i spoke to 1 of my best friend , yong kiat.. He said he can see don't know what thing wor..bt jiu she don't want tell me.. I asked him whether being with my girl now is a very big deal mah??y so many people ask up and down de... ask how lar...when lar..and so many other thing.. He gave a silly answer and say " Tang ran lor..you b wif yr girl after 240 hours which mean 10 day after she break'.. sweat.. he say not everybody thinking is the same with mine... Maybe its rite .. My gal came back at d last 5minutes during the sit in of the last period teacher.. I glance on her and turn back... When the bell ring everyone jiu come and congrats me.. Especially my good friends.. Make me so pai seh and when i walk with my galgal..everyone in class look over.. Then teri asked me izit i told everyone liao and she kinda angry me le.. her tone scare me.. hope she no angry me lor.. dint mean like that ... Saw my gal wasnt so happy and look very down.. Thought she was angry with me.. I quickly sms her once i am in the car.. i was worry when there was no reply after a few minute.. however i felt relief after i saw her reply saying she was tired ..... i told her tat 'boyboy sayang ar....'.. haha she was happy...and i also feel happy as well lor.. Then later i went for lunch and finally siting here typing and message with her...

just received a message by her..she say sleepy liao.. i ask her go ong ong liao..later will wake her up .. She's so tired.. 2nd message say i funny wor...how come le?wait reply lor....

haha...here its come.. ERm.....say me cute le... haha... tis galgal sumtime jiu so cute lor...
k liao lar........i want accompany my galgal 4 a while...so far for now.. tonite i sambung ar... galgal if c dis blog...boyboy wan say 'i just miss you..muacks...'

So tired...

Feel so tired.. just now went for its for 3 hours.. and come back... before i ate anything , i had a quarrel with my mom.. Just ate a bit and went back to my room.. told my girl wad had happened.. She spent almost an hour to make me happy.. I asked her to continue memorizing her note after that while i went to make my books , study a bit of history and now writtting blog.. Oh ya.! My gal gal ex boyfriend kinda have some deep hatred on me.. but its hard to blame her too. Maybe everyones is thinking i broke them up..well i didn't not lor.. Haiz...how i wish i can relax now till no end.. but guess now i have to go back to my books...

Sch day for today..

Today school was totally fun oo.. play up and down and do all kinda things...bt lerh...d class gt ny much ppl... haiz..wait 4 next week then jiu all come back liao... when go back d time my fren left me alone...i met them at d gate le... they said wan leave space for me n my galgal wor...haha ...k lor... 2nite oni write liao...v tired ar...later gt ITS kok... byebye~~

My Gal~Gal...

Now i am messaging with my gal gal.. She is attending the Chinese class today.. This whole week she is very busy with her band activity.. go here and there and also run up and down.. I purposely went to school early today morning to met her. Haven't really see her after the holiday in school.. I told her i am write ting my blog now.. She reply and say very happy .. Hope she really come and have a look lor.. caused i think Teri told her about my blog gua.. Haiz, i am quite worry about her because she almost faint this morning.. I received the message halfway on class.. I message her to make sure she had her lunch now and she told me she ate liao..and now currently in the class.. she still message with me as the teacher haven't arrive yet.. oops.! a new message... hmphh... her teacher came in liao..so have 2 sit for her Chinese exam liao and cannot message already.. k lor.. Gambateh o my galgal.!!sure can d..muackss...luv ya.. galgal... boy boy miss you very much oo... muacks..

Teri Request..haha....

I long time didn't update my blog liao.. But yesterday my friend Teri say she bored wor...want see my blog... wor.. so i took the chance to sign in to my account lor.. but i was quite bad luck.. Someone changed my password...and this caused me to open a new blog now... I created this blog yesterday around 8 something at night.. i wanted to manage my blog but i only got the chance to did it halfway cause my mum want to play.. i had a small argument with her because of this but at last i let her have the computer too.. So now its my chance to play now.!!